since then, pains and difficulties has been with me...so many times i did stumbled...so many times i was hurt...so many times i was left behind...my parents left me when i was 2 years old in the care of my grandparentsfrom there on...my mom never showed her face...until now she's still not here...i don't even know who my dad is...i grew up in a house in which i considered a jail.a house which is not a home.but through all those times...when everybody left me...God never did!i've been a sinners...but He never abandoned me...here's one of my favorite...

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Why do I make it so obvious? Why do I make it so complicating? Why do I like you this much? I'm not trying to be silly? I'm not trying to be smart? I'm just trying to be me, I'm just trying to control my stupid heart. Is not that I feel guilty Im feeling really bad. Not having you by my side, Being nothing but sad. Why do you make it so obvious? Why do you make it seem hard? Why are you there? Why are you are so faraway, so far. Now, you are part...

FAILURE? ...is not me!

The concept of failure has been prominent in my life;Nothing has ever come easy, never success without strife.There have been no smiles without any frowns, There have been no ups without any downs.Never any laughter without any tears,Not one dream without any fears.What was easy for others seemed impossible to me,Places others adored, I wasn't meant to be.I found the perfect place then was pushed out the door;I couldn't stay forever, I had to find...